big children, small adults (by Rebecca Chasteen) Tuesday, Sep 29 2009 

Can I just say,

it was unfair

to let me be

such a small adult.

love was not enough

to show me the ropes

A child’s decisions

should be questioned.

Didn’t anyone see

the child in me?

Didn’t anyone

lack enough belief?

It was obligation,

everything I did

It was preservation,

everything I hid

It was fear,

every time I ran

It was grasping

to understand

everything you couldn’t tell me

while you were so consumed

You didn’t see the child in me,

but I saw the one in you.

And I knew if I lost it,

if I let go

there’d be no one to come and get me

no one would know

what to say

and no one would realize

till much too late.

Haiku Tuesday, Jul 28 2009 

I need roots, not vines

what’s the use of wings if I

never get to fly?

Poems of Notebooks past, poem 5 Tuesday, Jul 7 2009 

I wrote this when I was 14, in 8th grade. The title is Porch Swing.

The dogwood blooms have fallen off
Spring flowers passed away
The late sunset signifies
The end to the hot day
While crickets sing
Fireflies dance
And the sunset fades away
Porch swing creaks
And I can almost hear my grandma singing
Amazing Grace
How sweet the sound
In my imagination
Barefoot in the grass
Avoiding the broken glass
Of the abandoned house
Once theirs
And the porch swing creaks
My grandfather speaks
To me
No one else can hear him
And I only see
Those trees
From the porch swing
All that’s left are memories
Where two people used to be
And all that’s left to see
Is an old farmhouse
And a silent swing.

It Was (by Rebecca Chasteen) Sunday, May 24 2009 

For today’s prompt, I want you to write a travel-related poem.

It Was

It was caravans and walkie talkies
(because who had cellphones?)
It was lugging enough
beach towels, chairs, rafts, coolers, umbrellas, and sunscreen
for 15 people
to spend the whole day
Surfside

It was watching the rain add to the ocean,
lick the salt from our skin.
It was staggering inside for lunch and air condition.
It was covering sunburn
with foundation for a night out,
my first bikini,
and telling boys I was 16
3 years too soon.

It was trail mix and

searching for shells

to add to mom’s collection.

It was, one year
one house for us all
and the words:
Never Again.

It was Garden City Pier and
“Achy Breaky Heart”
moving the feet of family and strangers to
mix to the music on the wooden planks
between the dark water and the dark sky
(we weren’t quite grounded and weren’t quite high),

and the stars
that followed us
from the farm
shone their approval.

It was
the absolute truth
of my childhood and adolescence-
we
were everything
we needed,

we were
laughter,
and sadness,
and comfort;
we were
strength
and stories
and safety…

and “surfing” on a
scratchy red and yellow raft
while our dads held us,
gave us
fruit stripe gum
so we wouldn’t swallow saltwater
when the waves crashed in our faces.

And
in the face of,
in the wake of,
in the mean time,
all the world was taking away
precious things
and throwing us
the weight of mountains,
the dark of caverns

we were loading up,
leaving out at 5am
determined to
enjoy this

this
sandcastle
this 3 slide water park
this
MTV for a week
this
beer on the beach
this
foam at our feet
the moonlight,
these separate nights,
just card games
just balconies
just fish camps
just being…

just hold on
we’re still days from home.

http://blog.writersdigest.com/poeticasides/2009/04/24/AprilPADChallengeDay24.aspx

Haiku (by Rebecca Chasteen) Thursday, May 21 2009 

Prompt for the day: write a haiku

Here it is, the world
with certain entirety
in my bed, soft-warm

http://blog.writersdigest.com/poeticasides/2009/04/21/AprilPADChallengeDay21.aspx